Love and dying
1. Beauty
Beauty is in the I
of the Beholder.
But you and I
are mirrors
that are looking at each other.
2. Infatuation
In a world of many things
there are
things that walk,
things that talk
and things that love knows not.
For whom love is but a distant star
glimmering dimly in an
indifferent sky.
Through fog and smoke,
through smog and choke,
love lights its little lamps
and warms our aging bones
with young blood.
Love’s hand enfolds us.
The sparrow chirps to heaven
in his Maker’s clasp.
Trees lift their singers to
the skies
and fill the world
my life
my heart
with your name.
In which distant labyrinths
do I hear an echo?
What once was
is gone.
What is, is borne
fading quickly away
away
away.
My phantom life has
touched real worlds
but once.
The tunnel has closed
for today
for this year
for ever.
In perpetuum
hail fellow, well met
farewell.
Come, let us pray.
3. Changes
I loved you yesterday.
Today, there’s a new sun in
the sky.
All the roman candles in my
heart
are burnt out.
My mind’s possessed you
several times
by the time
you’ve pursed
your lips.
I’ve had six orgasms
of imagination.
Let’s practice invagination
another time
another place.
I loved you yesterday.
Today I’ve changed my face.
You were cold, I was hot.
Today you’re warm, but I’m not.
Please don’t stay.
Just leave your absence behind.
I loved you yesterday.
Today I’ve changed my mind.
4. Recommitment
I am a traveller
in the ways of Beauty.
I have peered into clear
dark eyes
And held in my lap the
two halves of heaven.
I have wandered along
the paths of your hand
greeting my familiar places.
I have searched
your body for familiar faces
met old friends
and new along your byways;
touched the moist mystery of life
in your centre.
There, a rock remains
so strong
Life’s storms are reflected
in slow ripples
carrying all the tourists
in your soul
to calmer waters.
I am a traveller
in the ways of Beauty.
But strength draws me
home until the flood
begins anew.
5. How it all ends
Water drips its way to the sea.
All my minerals are draining
south.
They are singing a song
of the ocean
and hail the seagulls as they fly.
When will you return again
my precious jewels?
No answer but the
sound of rain on my back,
the sound of alcohol
drying up my blood
and dribbling out of me
draining its way to the sea.
Someday, the sun
shall melt me
and of all my oils shall flee.
They shall run to the south
in their puddles
while bones lie bleaching
under beeches
or on beaches
turning to powder for free.
At no extra cost
I can be whisked from the north
whiskied as I can be.
Slowly but surely all my
parts shall dissolve.
I am draining my way
to the sea.
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